This quote relates way too much to my life for the last two years.


"I know I should be thrilled right now. I'm young-ish, and I'm healthy... also "ish". I'm alive. I'm a living, breathing thing, and it's really... it's overwhelming how lucky I am. But yet every night I go to bed, and I have this gnawing feeling, like what I've got is not enough. And every morning I get up thinking the feeling will be gone, but, it's not. Does that make me a selfish fucking ungrateful douche bag?"

--Larry Bloom from "Orange Is the New Black"